How Do You Feel About Me? (Song Lyrics)

 

The Lyrics for this Song are HERE: 

"How Do You Feel About Me?"

(And the other 2 songs)

And the really bad Suno AI Music, so far, of the song is HERE. 

Unfortunately, SUNO, and other A.I.s SUCK at making a Duet, to the point where IT'S ACTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE, no matter HOW WELL YOU PROGRAM the A.I. to do so.

So, I had to rework the track into 2 different songs, including  1 from Lively's Perspective, and the other from Ao Xingtao's Perspective.

 

 

MY ORIGINAL HAND-TYPED/HAND-WRITTEN Lyrics:

* "Who Do you Feel About Me?" HERE The REWORKED VERSIONS: HERE

 * Ao Xingtao's Perspect/song" "Tell Me Now": HERE

* Lively's Perspective/song: "I Don't Know": HERE

 

The Various A.I. Slops images  from Sora & ChatGPT:

At the Cardboard Trash Compactor, because Xingtao is immature, brash, rude, inconsiderate, and lacking self awareness because all the blood from 1 head depletes the blood from the other, and just demands Lively to tell him what her feelings for him are.YES! AT THE CARDBOARD TRASH COMPACTOR, while on the clock, spoiling how well they were getting along, FINALLY, and building a rapport. because guys are often stupid, impulsive, and foolish, especially when they're young.

He's got a very high IQ, but his EQ is awful! The guy who's expert level at fishing, knowing when to give slack, and when to reel it in...  but, when it comes to the ladies, he's a conceited idiot. Being handsome means nothing, if you're a jerk, my dude. How thick headed can you get? Also, she's 18, and he's in his early-mid 20s. 

 

Movie Theater AI Slops

 Since I tend to mess around in SUNO A.I., which is frequently frustrating & infuriating, I'll sometimes try to come up with various AI generated images to go with the tracks. A lot of this is experimental for me, and I treat it similarly to clip-art, thumbnails, rough drafts, concept work/art. But, all of these things become A.I. slop at some point. 

Here's the Suno Playlist for the O.C. Chinese Dragons.  

 My Suno Profile is HERE.

 

Currently, we're about to prepare for a Polar Vortex, which is a kind of winter super storm.  

I'd been struggling with Suno to get certain music tracks/songs to turn out right, and this can sometimes, or often times, happen. My main love interest for my character, Lively, is this guy Ao Xingtao. 

So, I realized I had a playlist for JUST my Chinese Dragons characters,  which includes both Ao Xingtao & Ao Qingfeng. Ao Qingfeng is her totem spirit dragon, but Xingtao is a different category, and a much lower rung status that Qingfeng, whom is an Arhat. But, Xingtao is a much lower level dragon, and being, incarnated into a human body, but he can shapeshift. Qingfeng generally has no steady formed body which needs to be maintained, but can manifest a visual form, and/or a physical form at will, which can phase in & out of existence at will. While in a physical form he can experience physical feelings, including pain, pleasure, sensation, qualia, etc. But, generally doesn't do this. He also can shape shift, appear as different forms, genders, etc. Qingfeng avoids a human form, not because he has a distaste for humans, on the contrary, he likes humans very much, however, since he's more oriented as male, and thus "yang", he views becoming a human male form would potentially cause him to be prone to some out of control misbehaviors, such as over-eating, lust, laziness, impulsiveness, neglect, etc. For this reason, he prefers to stay in his Chinese Dragon form, to better service his beautiful young pupil, Lively.

 

 

Anyways, I came up with some A.I. slops, and I also revisited an old rough sketch I did, whcih I started slapping some color into... it's not finished, tho' and too late at night to work on.  

 

 

 

Lively's National Project: The Gardens of The Future 001

The Suno Songs for "The Gardens of The Future" are found HERE

I blocked-in and slapped some rough color(s) into this old rough concept sketch I did back in 2016. It's for Lively National Project "The Gardens of The Future" which she endured an ample amount of extreme bullying, strife, pressure, stress, and so much more. 

I used: Photoshop, Krita, and Clip Studio Paint 

I posted it to DeviantART HERE.

The old sketch is THIS ONE: (HERE on DeviantART) 

 

But, I KNOW how u guys HATE MY GUTS for messing around with A.I. because I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVIL, immoral, and unethical... 

But, I've been pulling these things into some of the A.I.s because certain kinds of things I CANNOT draw, nor design, because those parts of my brain don't function. I just can;t do mechanical drawings, nor designs. I'm trained to be a Traditional Disney Style Keyframe Character Animator. THAT'S what I do. But, had I NOT started messing around in Suno's AI Music I'd NEVER BE AT THIS POINT now.

I cannot express how absolutely depressed I was, and I used to long for death, most of my life. YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND THIS PAIN. I CAN understand the pain of others tho, BECAUSE OF THIS PAIN, but MY PAIN I would NEVER wish on anyone, NOT EVEN MY WORST ENEMIES, for then I'd pity them and feel sorry for them. 

U have NO IDEA JUST HOW MUCH RESEARCH I did in 2012 ALONE, let alone 2010-2011, or 2013-2016, for that matter. I wrote a short stack of "business plans", and amassed stacks of research notes, since 2007. But, my spouse threw it out. PRICELESS WORK! Ill NEVER GET IT BACK!

All I have left are the notebooks I kept, since he left those alone, my sketchbooks... but, my entire bulk stack of the vast majority of my hand made animation sheets are ALL MISSING! THOUSANDS of DOLLARS of WORK. JUST MISSING!

 But, I'm considering potentially writing a thesis on this... maybe... 

I'd been bringing up topics like "Peak Oil" and Permaculture, OVER & OVER, but my words & my cries go ignored.

THIS is why I started moving forward on this story, yet again, around 2015-17. 

So, each time I'd put type out my lyrics, loose concepts, or had discussions with various A.I.s like DeepSeek, Claude, or ChatGPT, but especially DeepSeek, I'd find my story coming to life, and then MOVING. Also, whenever I heard my music played back to me, including the stuff I'd written as a child, a teenager, or a decade ago, I was moved to TEARS! 

I have so much baggage over this stuff! You have NO IDEA!

Another things which KEEPS coming up is "KPOP Demon Hunters" which persists in inspiring me, or " Into The Spider-Verse" & "League of Legends" K/DA. I remember when EACH of these things came out, they were so uniquely different and original, and by now everyone is fed up with so much mainstream trite, on repeat. But, those were awesome! Another one was Kerli's "Feral Hearts". Or the Belgian Comic Book series "Djinn" which is unlike anything out there. 

The song is  Rising Sun Gardens of the Future  «Συμβίωσις Συμφύων» [001] Which you can hear HERE.   

  I'd been working on the concepts of "The Gardens of The Future" in the story, and i was writing the songs about them for a while now. Back in November/December, i tried a few versions and experiments with songs about "THE BIG REVEAL" for this Project, which is Lively's BIG PROJECT. And 1 of the tracks, which is a bilingual Greek/English Track is my MOST POPULAR song on the platform! 

 I made OTHER versions of this song/track concept, but THIS was the 1 that didn't suck... 

In the final presentation, ON NATIONAL TV, in front of THE ENTIRE SCHOOL, and THE VICE PRESIDENT,  she revealed the official name of the Project whcih ended up being HER PROJECT even tho she's intended it to be a group effort, which was "SYMBIŌSIS SYMPHYŌN" «Συμβίωσις Συμφύων»! 

So, I'd been toying around with different concepts for this show, presentation, etc. 

 There's various technology, Permaculture Design, and more involved with this Project.

 So, I was reworking, and redesigning the look & feel of this project. the ONE intended to "Save The Planet" in The New Millennium. I wanted to have the Project be SO BEAUTIFUL and SO PERFECT, but without the "eye-sore" push-back often associated with these things as a criticism. I wanted it to be SO GRAND & SO HIGH TECH, and SO STUNNING as to resemble Rivendell & Lothlorian of Peter Jackson's films, whom literally built real locations of various sets. I wanted it to feel SO HIGH TECH that IT LOOKS & FEELS LIKE MAGIC! This is just yet another extension of an entire lifetime of research, and thwarted activism, goals, projects, and broken promises. 

As I said, YOU CANNOT KNOW THIS PAIN & ANGUISH.  

Some of this includes rough concepts for integrated CLEAN ENERGY such as wind turbines & solar cells.  

 And, so.... as I was testing out various concepts, including a version in Fairmount Park Philadelphia, which you can see HERE:

 

 I THEN pulled up my old sketch, and wanted to see what the A.I. would come up with. I WAS UTTERLY IN TEARS WHEN I SAW IT!:

 

 It's NOT EXACTLY the exact vision, but THIS IS THE CLOSEST I've EVER GOTTEN TO IT! The Wind turbines are wrong, and this has presented a very difficult thing to solve. 

 There's are some of the rough concept designs for the Wind Wheel Turbines:

 

I've NEVER had a concept THIS BIG IN MY ENTIRE LIFE EXCEPT FOR THIS, and I've HAD THIS CONCEPT since I was in my 20s. 

Permaculture & Hügelkultur  is NOTHING NEW, but it's always got that slobbish Hippie, New AGer side... 

 

I'm HIGHLY inspired by Pericles' Golden Age effort of Athens with Phidias, Plato's Academy, Aristotle's' Library of Alexandria and Alexandria itself in Egypt, the Hellenistic Ancient Greeks, William Penn's "Philadelphia", "The Continental Congress", Thomas Paine, Benjamin Franklin, Gouverneure Morris, FDR's "New Deal", The "Age of Enlightenment" and The Renaissance, and The Ming Dynasty's Salt Traders whom made an entire movement of enriched lives such as "The Scholar's Gardens", or Bodhidharma's contribution to "Chan" which became "Zen" and many other things which became what is China's grand culture still to this day, as well as Laozi's "Dao De Jing" (Laotsu's "Tao Te Ching"). This is ALSO the kinds of ideals which the Washington D.C. project was originally intended to be, like, but has lost its way. 

Other things of interest are structures & gardens that STILL EXIST & STILL FUNCTION in Sri Lanka (Sigiriya), Ancient China, and Mesoamerica made from some kind of advance high tech knowlege we've lost.   

Everyone OUGHT to be EQUAL, FED, SAFE, LITERATE, EDUCATED, and poverty should NOT EXIST.  

 I's NOT as tho I never wanted to work with other humans, but you guys are ALL FUCKED UP!

 Anyways, I THINK that's ENOUGH for tonight. I've been blogging ALL DAY.

The Djinn Queen & Blümchen-Wannabe (N A.I. Slops) 005

 

I TOTALLY forgot about this one!

Another Djinn Queen!

 I did a few versions of songs on Suno where the Djinn Queen Seduses the Blümchen-Wannabe girl's boyfriend. Some are better than others. I tweaked it a number of time. 

I did it in Bilingual Greek & English. (I'm off & on studying Modern Greek, because we want a dream vacation in Athens... maybe) 

There's different versions of the Lyrics, n some are better than others. 

"Ela Mazi Mou" 

The Playlist is HERE. 

 I think I set it in Ibiza at a Beach rave.

I don't think any strait guy could resist this Tigress!  SHE WILL EAT U UP! 

 

 

 

Boho Chic & Gypsetter (Suno A.I. Slops & Suno Music) 002

 

My Tarab/Sufi Inspired Playlist: HERE

Daimon Tarrab: HERE 

My Bohemian FREE SPIRIT Inspired Playlist: HERE

Haunting EBM & Dark Gothic Playlist: HERE

Dream House Inspired: HERE

Persian Inspired/Suhrawardi: HERE

 

 

 

 

 

Why does he look like a weird kooky Shadow man? Well, that's the weirdness of David! He often will appear in my dreams as a Shadow-Man, or a Phantom, in 1 dream he was "The Haunt Man", which was strange, surreal, and interesting. Other times, he's more like a Super Hero with big muscles looking figure, like a mash of Dr. Manhattan & Dr. Strange, or a mixture of Havoc from X-MEN.  he can easily manipulate air currents. (I could write a lot about this, because I'm sort of figuring out, how he's doing it. I feel like he's created & built various tech in the nonphysical areas outside of time-space continuum, with various interfaces, and programmed some stuff. Without sounding too nerdy, if you understand 3D CGI Programming & coding, regarding "particle systems" maybe u'll catch my meaning) Basically, I'm NOT afraid of him in my dreams, but when I kept experiencing "WEIRD SHIT" for a long time, I would pretend NOT TO NOTICE IT, VERY STUBBORNLY, and actively ignored it, stone-faced, but it was SO UNNERVING!But, in my dreams I was never scared, except for the 1 incident... in a series of dreams, in which I kept waking up... But, I literally asked for it, agreed to it, and he kept asking me if I really wanted to do that... Most of my memory is blocked, wiped, or erased, so this stuff is frustrating!

 These are the A.I. Images I generated for my DAIMON Tracks, inspired my my interactions with David from beyond. I LOVE all of the Fashion! It's VERY GW Bush Era, maybe 2005-08!

 

More Daimon Tarrab Kaftan ones:

 

Owls r kind've a thing with me, some times...