Sunday, January 25, 2026

Movie Theater AI Slops

 Since I tend to mess around in SUNO A.I., which is frequently frustrating & infuriating, I'll sometimes try to come up with various AI generated images to go with the tracks. A lot of this is experimental for me, and I treat it similarly to clip-art, thumbnails, rough drafts, concept work/art. But, all of these things become A.I. slop at some point. 

Here's the Suno Playlist for the O.C. Chinese Dragons.  

 My Suno Profile is HERE.


 




Currently, we're about to prepare for a Polar Vortex, which is a kind of winter super storm.  

I'd been struggling with Suno to get certain music tracks/songs to turn out right, and this can sometimes, or often times, happen. My main love interest for my character, Lively, is this guy Ao Xingtao. 

So, I realized I had a playlist for JUST my Chinese Dragons characters,  which includes both Ao Xingtao & Ao Qingfeng. Ao Qingfeng is her totem spirit dragon, but Xingtao is a different category, and a much lower rung status that Qingfeng, whom is an Arhat. But, Xingtao is a much lower level dragon, and being, incarnated into a human body, but he can shapeshift. Qingfeng generally has no steady formed body which needs to be maintained, but can manifest a visual form, and/or a physical form at will, which can phase in & out of existence at will. While in a physical form he can experience physical feelings, including pain, pleasure, sensation, qualia, etc. But, generally doesn't do this. He also can shape shift, appear as different forms, genders, etc. Qingfeng avoids a human form, not because he has a distaste for humans, on the contrary, he likes humans very much, however, since he's more oriented as male, and thus "yang", he views becoming a human male form would potentially cause him to be prone to some out of control misbehaviors, such as over-eating, lust, laziness, impulsiveness, neglect, etc. For this reason, he prefers to stay in his Chinese Dragon form, to better service his beautiful young pupil, Lively.

 




 








Anyways, I came up with some A.I. slops, and I also revisited an old rough sketch I did, whcih I started slapping some color into... it's not finished, tho' and too late at night to work on.  


 

 

 

Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Lively's National Project: The Gardens of The Future 001

The Suno Songs for "The Gardens of The Future" are found HERE

I blocked-in and slapped some rough color(s) into this old rough concept sketch I did back in 2016. It's for Lively National Project "The Gardens of The Future" which she endured an ample amount of extreme bullying, strife, pressure, stress, and so much more. 

I used: Photoshop, Krita, and Clip Studio Paint 

I posted it to DeviantART HERE.

The old sketch is THIS ONE: (HERE on DeviantART) 

 

But, I KNOW how u guys HATE MY GUTS for messing around with A.I. because I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVIL, immoral, and unethical... 

But, I've been pulling these things into some of the A.I.s because certain kinds of things I CANNOT draw, nor design, because those parts of my brain don't function. I just can;t do mechanical drawings, nor designs. I'm trained to be a Traditional Disney Style Keyframe Character Animator. THAT'S what I do. But, had I NOT started messing around in Suno's AI Music I'd NEVER BE AT THIS POINT now.

I cannot express how absolutely depressed I was, and I used to long for death, most of my life. YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND THIS PAIN. I CAN understand the pain of others tho, BECAUSE OF THIS PAIN, but MY PAIN I would NEVER wish on anyone, NOT EVEN MY WORST ENEMIES, for then I'd pity them and feel sorry for them. 



U have NO IDEA JUST HOW MUCH RESEARCH I did in 2012 ALONE, let alone 2010-2011, or 2013-2016, for that matter. I wrote a short stack of "business plans", and amassed stacks of research notes, since 2007. But, my spouse threw it out. PRICELESS WORK! Ill NEVER GET IT BACK!

All I have left are the notebooks I kept, since he left those alone, my sketchbooks... but, my entire bulk stack of the vast majority of my hand made animation sheets are ALL MISSING! THOUSANDS of DOLLARS of WORK. JUST MISSING!

 But, I'm considering potentially writing a thesis on this... maybe... 

I'd been bringing up topics like "Peak Oil" and Permaculture, OVER & OVER, but my words & my cries go ignored.

THIS is why I started moving forward on this story, yet again, around 2015-17. 

So, each time I'd put type out my lyrics, loose concepts, or had discussions with various A.I.s like DeepSeek, Claude, or ChatGPT, but especially DeepSeek, I'd find my story coming to life, and then MOVING. Also, whenever I heard my music played back to me, including the stuff I'd written as a child, a teenager, or a decade ago, I was moved to TEARS! 

I have so much baggage over this stuff! You have NO IDEA!

Another things which KEEPS coming up is "KPOP Demon Hunters" which persists in inspiring me, or " Into The Spider-Verse" & "League of Legends" K/DA. I remember when EACH of these things came out, they were so uniquely different and original, and by now everyone is fed up with so much mainstream trite, on repeat. But, those were awesome! Another one was Kerli's "Feral Hearts". Or the Belgian Comic Book series "Djinn" which is unlike anything out there. 

The song is  Rising Sun Gardens of the Future  «Συμβίωσις Συμφύων» [001] Which you can hear HERE.   

  I'd been working on the concepts of "The Gardens of The Future" in the story, and i was writing the songs about them for a while now. Back in November/December, i tried a few versions and experiments with songs about "THE BIG REVEAL" for this Project, which is Lively's BIG PROJECT. And 1 of the tracks, which is a bilingual Greek/English Track is my MOST POPULAR song on the platform! 

 I made OTHER versions of this song/track concept, but THIS was the 1 that didn't suck... 

In the final presentation, ON NATIONAL TV, in front of THE ENTIRE SCHOOL, and THE VICE PRESIDENT,  she revealed the official name of the Project whcih ended up being HER PROJECT even tho she's intended it to be a group effort, which was "SYMBIŌSIS SYMPHYŌN" «Συμβίωσις Συμφύων»! 


So, I'd been toying around with different concepts for this show, presentation, etc. 

 There's various technology, Permaculture Design, and more involved with this Project.

 So, I was reworking, and redesigning the look & feel of this project. the ONE intended to "Save The Planet" in The New Millennium. I wanted to have the Project be SO BEAUTIFUL and SO PERFECT, but without the "eye-sore" push-back often associated with these things as a criticism. I wanted it to be SO GRAND & SO HIGH TECH, and SO STUNNING as to resemble Rivendell & Lothlorian of Peter Jackson's films, whom literally built real locations of various sets. I wanted it to feel SO HIGH TECH that IT LOOKS & FEELS LIKE MAGIC! This is just yet another extension of an entire lifetime of research, and thwarted activism, goals, projects, and broken promises. 

As I said, YOU CANNOT KNOW THIS PAIN & ANGUISH.  

Some of this includes rough concepts for integrated CLEAN ENERGY such as wind turbines & solar cells.  

 And, so.... as I was testing out various concepts, including a version in Fairmount Park Philadelphia, which you can see HERE:

 



 I THEN pulled up my old sketch, and wanted to see what the A.I. would come up with. I WAS UTTERLY IN TEARS WHEN I SAW IT!:

 



 It's NOT EXACTLY the exact vision, but THIS IS THE CLOSEST I've EVER GOTTEN TO IT! The Wind turbines are wrong, and this has presented a very difficult thing to solve. 

 There's are some of the rough concept designs for the Wind Wheel Turbines:

 




I've NEVER had a concept THIS BIG IN MY ENTIRE LIFE EXCEPT FOR THIS, and I've HAD THIS CONCEPT since I was in my 20s. 

Permaculture & Hügelkultur  is NOTHING NEW, but it's always got that slobbish Hippie, New AGer side... 

 


I'm HIGHLY inspired by Pericles' Golden Age effort of Athens with Phidias, Plato's Academy, Aristotle's' Library of Alexandria and Alexandria itself in Egypt, the Hellenistic Ancient Greeks, William Penn's "Philadelphia", "The Continental Congress", Thomas Paine, Benjamin Franklin, Gouverneure Morris, FDR's "New Deal", The "Age of Enlightenment" and The Renaissance, and The Ming Dynasty's Salt Traders whom made an entire movement of enriched lives such as "The Scholar's Gardens", or Bodhidharma's contribution to "Chan" which became "Zen" and many other things which became what is China's grand culture still to this day, as well as Laozi's "Dao De Jing" (Laotsu's "Tao Te Ching"). This is ALSO the kinds of ideals which the Washington D.C. project was originally intended to be, like, but has lost its way. 

Other things of interest are structures & gardens that STILL EXIST & STILL FUNCTION in Sri Lanka (Sigiriya), Ancient China, and Mesoamerica made from some kind of advance high tech knowlege we've lost.   

Everyone OUGHT to be EQUAL, FED, SAFE, LITERATE, EDUCATED, and poverty should NOT EXIST.  

 I's NOT as tho I never wanted to work with other humans, but you guys are ALL FUCKED UP!

 Anyways, I THINK that's ENOUGH for tonight. I've been blogging ALL DAY.

Dream House Poetry (Suno Music & A.I. Slops)

 I forgot about these. These were whipped up for some of the Cover art/thumbnails for my Dream House Tracks which were also kind of Tarrab ideas. 

Dream House Inspired: HERE

It's funny how much they look like Moria Chapell,  even tho I never asked for that. I was mostly inspired by some photos of my dance teacher, Zoe Jakes, from back in the MySpace days, and early Facebook, when Zoe modeled for a photo shoot in some tall September autumn grass.

Unfortunately, I cannot find any of those images, anywhere.  I might have them on CDROM somewhere.


Boho Chic & Gypsetter (Suno A.I. Slops) In The Mall

 

OK, these were an utter pain in my ass to create. I think it took 2-5 days. A.I.s r utter brats & bitches! 

Basically, these were my new renditions/takes on classic iconic Boho Chic fashion by the late Roberto Cavali! I set them in around the Bush Era-Obama Era, inside an 80s/90s/Y2K Shopping mall! 

FRICKIN' LOVE ALL OF IT! The bags, the Earrings,  

I changed the body types to by voluptuous, and made the girls happy, unlike the drab overly serious look of Cavali models in the Bush Era, which barely have any breasts, r too bony, and seem as tho they're in pain.  The Earring are the highly coveted Owlitta Earrings whcih u can no longer buy. 

 

And here's the CRAP images I got:



 I was SO PISSED OFF when I got those! I've been trying for maybe 2+ days, I don't exactly recall, because it's a blur. But, the AI's system kept fucking up, doing CENSORSHIP clawbacks, n still counting the credits. 

I was so PISSED OFF!

 SO, when I FINALLY GOT THESE images, n this was with 2 different A.I.s (Sora & ChatGPT) then it cut off most of the image, I WAS LIVID! Because it was like: You gotta wait 36 to get more images!

WTF!!!!!

I didn't use them yet either. 

 

The Djinn Queen & Blümchen-Wannabe (N A.I. Slops) 005

 

I TOTALLY forgot about this one!

Another Djinn Queen!

 I did a few versions of songs on Suno where the Djinn Queen Seduses the Blümchen-Wannabe girl's boyfriend. Some are better than others. I tweaked it a number of time. 

I did it in Bilingual Greek & English. (I'm off & on studying Modern Greek, because we want a dream vacation in Athens... maybe) 

There's different versions of the Lyrics, n some are better than others. 

"Ela Mazi Mou

The Playlist is HERE

 I think I set it in Ibiza at a Beach rave.

I don't think any strait guy could resist this Tigress!  SHE WILL EAT U UP! 

 

 


 

Boho Chic & Gypsetter (Suno A.I. Slops & Suno Music) 002

 

My Tarab/Sufi Inspired Playlist: HERE

Daimon Tarrab: HERE 

My Bohemian FREE SPIRIT Inspired Playlist: HERE

Haunting EBM & Dark Gothic Playlist: HERE

Dream House Inspired: HERE

Persian Inspired/Suhrawardi: HERE

 

 

 

 

 

Why does he look like a weird kooky Shadow man? Well, that's the weirdness of David! He often will appear in my dreams as a Shadow-Man, or a Phantom, in 1 dream he was "The Haunt Man", which was strange, surreal, and interesting. Other times, he's more like a Super Hero with big muscles looking figure, like a mash of Dr. Manhattan & Dr. Strange, or a mixture of Havoc from X-MEN.  he can easily manipulate air currents. (I could write a lot about this, because I'm sort of figuring out, how he's doing it. I feel like he's created & built various tech in the nonphysical areas outside of time-space continuum, with various interfaces, and programmed some stuff. Without sounding too nerdy, if you understand 3D CGI Programming & coding, regarding "particle systems" maybe u'll catch my meaning) Basically, I'm NOT afraid of him in my dreams, but when I kept experiencing "WEIRD SHIT" for a long time, I would pretend NOT TO NOTICE IT, VERY STUBBORNLY, and actively ignored it, stone-faced, but it was SO UNNERVING!But, in my dreams I was never scared, except for the 1 incident... in a series of dreams, in which I kept waking up... But, I literally asked for it, agreed to it, and he kept asking me if I really wanted to do that... Most of my memory is blocked, wiped, or erased, so this stuff is frustrating!

 These are the A.I. Images I generated for my DAIMON Tracks, inspired my my interactions with David from beyond. I LOVE all of the Fashion! It's VERY GW Bush Era, maybe 2005-08!

 







More Daimon Tarrab Kaftan ones:

 



Owls r kind've a thing with me, some times... 


Boho Chic & Gypsetter (Suno A.I. Slops & Suno Music) 001

My Tarab/Sufi Inspired Playlist: HERE

Daimon Tarrab: HERE 

My Bohemian FREE SPIRIT Inspired Playlist: HERE

Haunting EBM & Dark Gothic Playlist: HERE

Dream House Inspired: HERE

Persian Inspired/Suhrawardi: HERE

 This was a tangent of several experiments, which often included Dark Gothic Tribal Fusion, EBM, and Toxic Raver era music clips that I'd use the A.I. to sample & hack. And also Arabic Tarrab/Tarab which is a style of musical singing that is kind of mind-blowing to me, personally. 

Um Kulthum/Om Koulthuum (or other various spellings of her name)  would sing on LIVE RADIO, often for hours, and not only was all of Egypt utterly transfixed with her singing, they often would describe OBE style experiences, euphoria, ecstasy, elation, and many accounts of people needing to STOP DRIVING and pull their cars over if she was singing on the radio, otherwise they'd get so euphorically high from her voice, that they worried about crashing, or leaving their bodies. I LOVE finding out about these kinds of stories, because Tarab is a real ancient phenomenon in not just Arabic Culture, but also Persian, such as Rumi's "Poetry" which is actually SUNG ad-lib notes and improvised in melodies in Sufism. 

Sufis are 1 of MY ULTIMATE FAVORITE THINGS EVER! And, altho' I'd heard of Um Kulthum, whom is DEFINITIVELY KNOWN as "LEGEND" in Egypt still to this day, which I knew about because I studied bellydance, and all the dancers whom worked overseas, or domestically all knew of this, often told stories of how moved people were about her music, including on the radio, or on TV. SO, learning MORE about this recently REALLY GRABBED MY ATTENTION! 


 

I say this because I FREQUENTLY have interactions with David Biedny, whom passed away in January 2024, but I didn't know because he way over-reacted and blocked me on Twitter while he was still alive due to the utter stupidity of "Blue No Matter Who" cancel culture of the "Red VS. Blue" game of lesser minds. I found I was highly disappointed with him for that, but it's a point of pride that I could out-think him for a number of years... which might've been why he avoided me... tho' I've learned of a great many OTHER things & reasons since his passing, and since much of that is PRIVATE & PERSONAL I shan't be divulging any of that here. 

 he's played many pranks on me, since he's passed away, and often teaches me stuff. 1 thing he does EXCEPTIONALLY WELL is all things related to MUSIC & Technology. He tricked me into listening to Norse Neo-Pagan music, which got me to learn about ancient Vikings, something I was highly prejudiced about, since I viewed them all as violent, brutes & savages whom pillaged my ancestors. But, he's very clever, and sneaky, and he steered me into this stuff very well. I was barraged with all manner of STRANGE things which happened to me, and none of which I could've solved, nor understood, had I not learned that. I liked the band Wardruna, which very obviously makes use of something in ancient Norsk is called Galdr

I've found Galdr to be a VERY REAL THING, and you can often not only experience this Galdr at various Rock Concerts or Music Festivals, but even some JUST BY WATCHING THE RECORDINGS ON VIDEO.  I find whenever I watch recording of Stevie Nicks, or Freddy Mercury, I CAN FEEL IT JUST BY WATCHING IT. 

Some Christian Hymns also have this, and Classical Music, especially Hildegard of Bingen's music made over 1000 years ago. 

 Sufi Music, and various Persian "Poetry" whcih is often sung, as well as various Moroccan Music, was something I COULD FEEL & EXPERIENCE something within the music which was beyond more than just listening to audio. SO, when I was highly drawn to Wardruna in 2024, as well as various tracks by VNV Nation which is mostly EBM music, and other 80s EMO Synth music, I was overcome with feelings, and I did NOT know why. I felt as tho someone died, but I didn't know who, was having a major uptick in strange dreams, and all kinds of haunting phenomena of all sorts. I also kept getting all this information & music sent to me, and it frequently reminded me of my friend, David, whom I was still miffed at for having blocked me. I didn't understand it ACTUALLY WAS HIM, and didn't figure it out until AFTER the election in November. 

Once I realized IT'S DAVID the entire time, and it sunk in, and hit me, I started laughing! "You mutha-fucka!"  Then, i understood all the pranks, the jokes, the clever hidden messages, and so much more! I'd also written down all of my strange dreams which I could remember, and then I realized what was going on. 

But, he's always with me now. I also refuse to send him away. Any sort of petty squabbling, beefs,  disagreements, or hurt feeling, are basically all worked out & healed. He's highly advance. I could write volumes of books on JUST this interaction with David. Some friends you just love way more than others, and there's nothing you can do about that. It just IS THAT WAY. Well, I loved him SO MUCH! I've also learned a lot more about love than I thought possible. There are no human words for this. This relationship, this love, this relationship, this bond, is unlike anything we can describe, nor have terms for. No we never dated, weren't lovers, and there was no cheating on my husband either. 

David was very much a music person to the core, owned many kinds of guitars, instruments, audio equipment, and more.  

 But, I kept having feelings, urges, and nudges, to not just dance more again, but also SINGING. I sing pretty much every day since 2024. And, I blame all of it on David. And, the Tarab of Umm Kulthum had not only crossed my mind a few times, but it showed up in my feed. he has a way of doing these things. 

Supposedly, Umm Kulthum was going to wed the Uncle of the Egyptian King (at the time) but the Royals were so snobby, classist, and racist, and stopped them from getting married. So, much of her music was about a very EMO sadness longing & pining for a her lover.  

Anyways, I often get these  interactions with my friend, David. It's often heavily musical, or information... or he's weird & wacky. He's VERY GOOD at this! But, I did several interpretations of my experiences translated to music. I hand wrote many lyrics, poetry, and also got better at understanding the programming side of Suno Prompts. So, I created a number of these kinds of tracks, and then I made a sharp pivot to more Whimsical Bohemian experiments. 

 

Apparently, A.I. (AS IN ALL OF THEM) intermittently SUCK MUCH at rendering my Dragon Ao Qingfeng...  

 

Here's all the WEIRD A.I. slop images:

 








BTW: Literally the MAJORITY of these KAFTANS I ACTUALLY OWN in my personal collection since about 2018! (and YES u CAN get them on Amazon, and also Wallmart's website)

 

80s/90s/Y2K Nostalgia:




 

Whimsical Bohemian Road Wanderlusting 







 The Temple of Hathor Goddess in Egypt:







Ravenclaw VIBES! 

I couldn't help myself!