Friday, January 30, 2026

How Do You Feel About Me? (Song Lyrics)

 


The Lyrics for this Song are HERE: 

"How Do You Feel About Me?"

(And the other 2 songs)

And the really bad Suno AI Music, so far, of the song is HERE

Unfortunately, SUNO, and other A.I.s SUCK at making a Duet, to the point where IT'S ACTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE, no matter HOW WELL YOU PROGRAM the A.I. to do so.

So, I had to rework the track into 2 different songs, including  1 from Lively's Perspective, and the other from Ao Xingtao's Perspective.

 

 

MY ORIGINAL HAND-TYPED/HAND-WRITTEN Lyrics:

* "Who Do you Feel About Me?" HERE The REWORKED VERSIONS: HERE

 * Ao Xingtao's Perspect/song" "Tell Me Now": HERE

* Lively's Perspective/song: "I Don't Know": HERE

 

The Various A.I. Slops images  from Sora & ChatGPT:

At the Cardboard Trash Compactor, because Xingtao is immature, brash, rude, inconsiderate, and lacking self awareness because all the blood from 1 head depletes the blood from the other, and just demands Lively to tell him what her feelings for him are.YES! AT THE CARDBOARD TRASH COMPACTOR, while on the clock, spoiling how well they were getting along, FINALLY, and building a rapport. because guys are often stupid, impulsive, and foolish, especially when they're young.

He's got a very high IQ, but his EQ is awful! The guy who's expert level at fishing, knowing when to give slack, and when to reel it in...  but, when it comes to the ladies, he's a conceited idiot. Being handsome means nothing, if you're a jerk, my dude. How thick headed can you get? Also, she's 18, and he's in his early-mid 20s. 


 












Tuesday, January 27, 2026

Lively N Xingtao at the Side Theater Parking Lot A.I. Slops 002

 

Got some more A.I. slops on my Concept Art. It's kind of a train wreck.

 My original is HERE:

 

OK... let's dump the rest HERE:



 


Lively's National Project: The Gardens of The Future 002

My Previous Blog on The gardens of The Future is HERE.

The Suno Playlist of the songs for "The Gardens of The Future": SYMBIŌSIS SYMPHYŌN

Some more A.I. Slops for the imagery:



 My Original Concept Art:

 



 More A.I. Slops:

 



 

Monday, January 26, 2026

Lively N Xingtao at the Side Theater Parking Lot A.I. Slops 001

 


OK, I was highly curious to see the A.I. slops interpretations of my work. 

I finished coloring my concept art, then I tested ChatGPT & Sora to see what they'd do. 

 My O.C.s Lively & 敖兴涛 Áo Xìngtāo walking through the side parking lot of the cinema movie theater, after work, obviously off-the-clock, and without their black vests, to meet the other coworkers at the steakhouse, about 30-40 meters walking distance away.

As the walk through the parking lot, Xingtao becomes overcome with desire for her, and he abruptly grabs her, spins her around, and holds her, making his intentions & feelings towards her very overt, because he's brash, impulsive, impetuous, and frequently looses his mind whenever he's either near her, of just thinks about her. Not only is this very abrupt, rude, and disrespectful, and crosses her boundaries, but it's startling, shocking, and crosses her boundaries. Lively also has a boyfriend, altho' overseas, it's her stance as to not cheat on her boyfriend, and NOT to fool around with a coworker, which he knows, but selfishly disregards anyway.

Xingtao does know better, but in his human form, his human-ness can fully consume him, and he struggles to achieve self control over a great many things, including lust, and various other things. He chose to work at the theater as a means to humble himself, and cultivate his conduct (Taoist ideals). But, being that he's so charismatic, highly intelligent, very handsome, extremely intelligent & sharp, as well very likable, it often goes to his head. He's actually a Dragon, but, he's chosen to incarnate as a human, AGAIN, because he just can't seem to master impulse control, and needs to really work on self discipline, responsibility, kindness, and many other positive traits. 

He was already mad with desire for her already, but now she's a NATIONAL HEADLINE for her National Project being chosen, and all over the news for "The Gardens of The Future" (Symbiosis Symphion), and he wants her now even more than ever! He's also about to relocate, overseas, to work on even more grounded disciplined work, meditation, which he knows he needs, and yet internally he's afflicted with utter madness, pain, agony, and aching desire for her, fully absorbed into his human identity.

Normally, Lively's spirit Dragon Qingfeng, whom heavily dislikes Xingtao with a strong amount of disdain, would appear to ward him off, but he wasn't paying attention, since his guard was also down, and check-ed out to do something else, plus they were out in the open side parking lot, leaving Lively completely vulnerable to Xingtao.

If Xingtao would just get a grip on himself, and stop trying to hard, and just be himself, Lively already naturally likes him, and even tho she's unaware of it, she's actually attracted to him, but not when he's acting insane. You would THINK that a guy so skilled at fishing would understand the value of tact,slack, patience, and calm... but, his burning passionate, lustful, desire for her, and intense feelings for her clouds his mind, and drives him to madness. Because he's so rude, she often dislikes him, and he's often inconsiderate, rude, and won;t even help her with various tasks at work, but just gawks at her, and throws popcorn kernels at her butt cracking stupid jokes, and making a jackass of himself. Or, when he's not at work, he'll fill up her e-mail inbox with stupid emails, or letters about nothing.

This just pushes her further & further away. And, then she will intentionally just tease him, because she can. Not only is Lively very beautiful, she's exceptionally intelligent, and witty, and her wise cracking quips & jokes just turn him on even further. But, whenever he can put his madness aside, calms down, and acts like himself again, she naturally clicks into a rapport with him, and they heavily flirt, and exchange oblique glances, for long periods of time. 

But, as usual, he'll over do it again, just as it's going well, and she gets so annoyed with him!

She doesn't know that he's decided to leave soon, and go overseas, himself, in a few months, because he requires a more structured place to meditate, cultivate his conduct, mediation, and more. 

My Version: 


I based this on my own, real world experiences, EXACTLY like this, in the mid-late 1990s in NJ when I worked at AMC Marlton 8. So, I wanted to capture this very abrupt, shocking, startling, experience, of a young adult man, whom is my coworkers, just suddenly being brash, aggressive, and overcome with intense feelings, completely disregarding personal boundaries, and utterly shocking me... however, this is my O.C. I found that when I was 18, men acted utterly INSANE around me, because somehow my being a legal adult seemed to just translate to their lack of control of their lustful desires was somehow now just fine, and I experienced this with several individuals I worked with. I also found this to be highly confusing, mentally, because some could be attractive, but, this would abruptly happen. 

And, various men, would often get very close to me, be touching me, holding me, and very obviously expressing their intentions towards me. But, there was no lead-up, too sudden, and I never even expressed I wanted that kind of attention. I could also be confused because sometimes it could be someone of a high status at work, and highly attractive. (But, my entire life has been fraught with men behaving this way... whom are often brash, impulsive, self centered, foolish, and disrespectful.) 

I wanted to depict this because I also wanted to depict this as wrong, improper,  disrespectful, shameful, and even harmful, and foolish. I especially wanted to depict this because it pushes away the very thing you wished to sort of "win over" or "win favor" from. But, also things like character growth, development, and character arc.

Anyways, here's the ChatGPT A.I. slops:

 






 




And, for whatever reason, I can no longer upload any images to Sora. 

So here's Sora's A.I. slops:

 

 



Dang! the more realistic images made Xingtao like a totally hot stud! Jeez! 





 I'm mildly amused that some of the Sora images resemble Massachusetts, like Quincy, Braintree, Boston, and other parts of Greater Boston. For me, personally, I tend to think of my old job in Marlton, New Jersey in the mid-late 90s.